Second

I can´t let her go. Today was... Beautiful. SHE was beautiful! As always.
Everytime i think of her my heart starts to beat faster, it beats faster and faster and...
I miss her so much everyday. I miss her more than anything else in the world.
When she look at me, i get all... Blurry i guess. It´s hard to describe, because i´ve got feelings stronger than anything else i´ve ever tried in my life!
I just want to be with her, hold her in my arms and never ever let go!
Im so much in love with her, i don´t know what to do...
Fuck!
I think i´ve written like 5 songs about her, shit!
What´s happening? I am so much in love with her, it´s crazy!

I don´t know what to do? I really don´t, cause i don´t want to do something wrong, so she starts hating me or something. It´s weird i feel so afraid of the weirdest things, when im in love. Or that´s what i´ve just found out - cause i´ve never been so much in love as i am right now!
I can´t even write in a proper language - it´s patethic! I can´t focus my thoughts on anything else than her.

I wish she would call me.
Call me and ask me to meet for a cup of coffee, or just to meet up and chat. Just call me, so i could hear her lovely voice - and it is lovely, her voice :)

I wish she would kiss me the next time i saw her, or if i saw her sooner than our next meeting.

I wish i could hold her, singing songs for her while she falls a sleep.

I wish i could watch her sleep...

I wish i could kiss her...



With love