Fourth

I miss playing music so fucking much. I almost got a new band up and running. I have some music mates i´ve talked with about a new band but. It´s just. Theres no one out there willing to really sell their soul to rock N Roll, but that´s excactly what i want!
I dont care about food, i dont care about materialistic shit, i dont care about fashion, or capitalistic shit! I care about music - Rock n Fuckin´ Roll!
Oh yeah, you´re right, i care about her. Shit, she´s coming soon - visiting me. I cant wait!!

I have this... Fantasy, were she sit´s on my bed and tell me to hold her tight...

I wish i had some photographs of her to look at, when i miss her, which is all the fucking time.
I keep dreaming of her. I have these trippy dreams were she kisses me and telling me everything will be allright, and we can be together.

I wish so

She asked me how come i feel so good, and made it throug in the end.

It was you...

When i saw you the first time, i got my beliefs in life back. Just looking at you reminds me of all the good in life, it´s you -

you made feel good, and got me through it.

I will be forever grateful,
you are so beautiful.

Can anyone imagine that?
Being so beautiful that someone just by looking at you, you would make that person feeling good again - being brought back to life, just by a look.

Now that´s beautiful...

With Love