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So i haven´t taken any pictures lately, that´s why i dont upload any today. Anyway, fuck!
I don´t know why but i´ve started to turn weird or something. It ain´t my medicine, i haven´t taken that shit for almost a year - the antipsychotic stuff, though all people think i still do.
It´s like, everything starts to grey out, i move more and more inside my own little world, i mean, fuck. Not in a bad way, it´s just. I find myself resonating about things i never thought id think about...

I start to remember why i did drugs in the first place, im going back to normal, and i hate it.
Things start to happen around people i know - i cant help it! I really can´t. I wish people would face the truth about our lives, what planet Earth really is all about, why we are here in the first place, and accepting all of it. But all people tend to close their eyes and denie all of it. Denie the facts. They can´t store the truth inside themselves.

I realize why i love her so much. Or actually i realized it the first time i ever saw her. Her and i are all the same. I think she know´s it. I can feel it. She starts to ask queation inside herself about who she really is, since me and her are so alike - but with two totally different lives.
We are alike. I don´t want to tell her, she has to find out herself.

Life is complicated



With Love