Sixth

Depression doesnt come alone. It brings its friends with it... Loneliness, tears, and darkness, within many.

Yes, im depressed today. I´ve had enough. Not just because that im in love with a girl, i cant have, it´s just. Every pople on this fucking planet is so... Fucking selfish. Not ALL people, but many people i meet. And if not they are selfish, then they are angry, or irritated, or something. I hate it! And i hate myself for being so emotional all the time. It doesnt take much for me to get hurt. I get hurt by ridicilous stupid little things. I can feel it, in my heart. It´s like a "Cloud" inside my chest, it feels like there is abso-fucking-lutely nothing in there. The reality is - that i dont wanna live anymore! I HATE IT! Life aint good anymore - it feels empty, it feels... ARGH!! I want to know how it is to be dead. To be a soul again... I dont want to be, on this planet. I have many thougths about death. I´ll share them some other time, right now i´ll try to sleep a little.

With love