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Drugs

Yes, i´ve done drugs. That shit nearly killed me - several times!

It´s difficult for me to make a list, of all the shit i´ve done over the years but it includes - ecstasy, cocaine, speed, shrooms, acid and heroin (-which almost killed me).
I´ve snorted, smoked, ate and shot almost everything. And of course i´ve smoked a lot of weed, which i still do occasionally.

At some point my arms were one big scar! I didnt have any more veins to shoot in, so i had to shoot the shit in my throat-vein at the very last. Not very easy to do in the mirror - believe me.

NOW - im clean, feels great. It really does, im still getting treatment for it though - including medication, but still - im clean.
I´ve been in NA (Narcotics Anonymous) and it helped med a lot, if you want to quit your shit, it´s a great place to meet people, who can help you through it, it really is.

So - why am i telling you this?

Well, first of all - im human. I want to blab about myself, makes me feel good - second of all...
Nope, thats it! Just the blabbing - i dont want to warn you because, you´re fucking stupid if you dont know the dangers in doing drugs.

Still, let me give you my point of view in drug-using.

I think it is absolutely stupid to judge people doing drugs! I dont encourage people taking them - not at all! But still, why judge people doing something to their own body?
If they go criminal, and do stupid things so they can get their shit - THAT i CANNOT agree on, but i think people should be in their own right to make their own decisions about drugs. Some drugs can actually be of good use - if used properly. PROPERLY i said - for instance - Smoking a joint now and then, is nothing compared to how young people drink out their brains every weekend, as it is here in Denmark. Children from 14 years old, are drinking every weekend here in Denmark, and younger children to! That is so wrong - i really think it is. I mean, children drinking in that age, with their parents agreement, is WRONG!

But adults doing drugs - shouldnt be judged - it is something else, they are old enough to make their own opinions about something, taking their own choices. So let them!

Also - heroin addicts, they only need the heroin to be NORMAL! YES - NORMAL! Thats why i think we should have free heroin here in Denmark, for addicts who have misfailed their treatment many, many times. This could give them SOME of their life quality back, and they didnt need to do crime, to get money for that shit!

I know it is a very controversial subject, but i´ve been there myself. I know how it is to wake up in the morning, and get the first fix - just to stop shaking!

You dont get high anymore when you´re addicted to it - you need it just to get normal. I´ve never done anything criminal to get my heroin, i was lucky! But i know how that shit takes over your mind, and dignity! It - controls you!

So if you have anyone close to you - doing that shit. Remember, dont treat him/her like a criminal - people should have the possibility to choose what they do with their bodys themself. And second - if the person hurts you, in any way. Well, it´s the drugs who hurts you. If he/she were clean, they wouldnt do what they are doing, it IS the drugs!

And now you might think - "Well, if people do bad things on drugs, then why shouldnt we treat them like criminals"?

Because it is not everyone doing drugs, which are criminals! If they are so far out, they become criminals - yes, do something to help them, and THAT i DONT approve!

But still - dont judge people because they roll up a joint, or doing some - whatever - once in a while. It´s their bodys - not yours!

With love