Fifth

I once took that shit doctors use to tranquilize horses with, dont remember its name. One of my friends told me it was like flying with angels, i remember i didnt feel a thing!
Today is one of those days, were everything blurs slightly, i mean - one of those days were you just want to stay in bed, and do absolutely nothing!

I dont feel anything today, just boredom, and nothing else.

Of course i miss her. I really do, it´s stupid. I think about her, how she´s doing on work etc.
I think about her chin turning red, as it sometimes does. It´s so fucking beautiful. SHE is fucking beautiful. I´ve never EVER met a girl who´s got what she´s got... It´s amazing. It really is...
It´s like the Kinks song - "You really got me" - suddenly that song makes A LOT of sense to me...

A lot...

More later on...